im actually feeling damn lazy now.
not in the mood for blogging.
(which is rare)
but still since ive got a lot to say i shall just blog abt it cos if not i'll forget all these rants.
my memory totally sucks now ._.
it's been deproving day by day D:

thursday-
got back our maths test.
i passed, but it's still a C.
kindof disappointed cos i had high(er) hopes for the first few topics of the year.
since first few topics are supposed to be the easiest.
(sec3s when yall get to trigo 3 at the year end yall will gg)
our class average is 15.86/32.
worst among ms lim CH's 3 classes.
apparently, we dont even the zi1 ge2 to compare with 4J D:
even 4C too.
sigh.
im actually starting to like ms lim who's actually strict but quite nice
she must have been really disappointed D:

had an "exciting" chem pop.
ahem.

had COH after school.
dealt with some sensitive issues.
somehow, im also beginning to think that actually mrs poh does make a lot of sense.
seniors are like teachers to their juniors, and how the juniors reacts to their lessons depends a lot on the seniors.
and another sensitive issue that guides actually quit people, not the company.
made me think.

today-
the moment i stepped into class everyone had alr separated their tables for yanjiangci test ._.
sighhh
yanjiangci. havent passed a single one before, in the 2 i did- one last year and one this year.
this year rolled off with a terrible 7/20 ))):
+ the teacher specially spoke to me about my biao3da2 being a killer thing that would hai4 all my future essays.
okay she spoke rather nicely but still it's rather discouraging to hear "your biaoda is your killing weakness that will majorly affect your future essays if you continue to be like that". in chinese.
felt damn guilty towards my tuition teacher after that D:
tuition for 11 years, and still my chinese sucks ._.
well at least this time i din panic as much as the other time and the yjc sounds quite logical to me :/

the teacher makes at least one person really unhappy in all of her tests. ):
shingchun asked vanessa how to write 1 word in the previous yjc, and she totally din suan4 fen1 for his essay that time.
and today, suiying overshot her time to end off her essay with xiexie and she disqualified it too.
shen hao did too, but somehow got scot-free only having to write reflections.
(life is unfair)
now shingchun is accused of inciting ppl to overshoot their timing.
as if he specially went to both of them and encouraged them to do it ._.
somemore now the teacher became an SC teacher and there's a minor possibility that he may lose his SC badge.
lol.
somehow (i know this sounds dumb) i think im involved in this ._.
ever since i became his table partner he's been failing practically all his tests and now this

ohwell.
changing table partner next week.
maybe this time i'll suck all the luck out of qingang o.o''

had a really weird and amusing maths lesson afterward o.o
ms lim lost her voice so she din speak a single word the entire lesson!
communicated by writing on the board.
lol epic :)

2 freaky things happened that day ._.
shall not elaborate.
duh.

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had guides after school :)
new sec1s!
megan, sabrina, emily, loraine, mei han.
initially was rly worried.
heng most seem fine. lucky sec2s :)
loraine's from rosyth too!
so qiao3. :D

shall upload all photos on p2 blog later heh.
it's dead ;_;
shall go revive it~
then play pet society. heh.
honestly i shouldn't be playing it anymore now that it's -the- impt year
but wtv!! :))