on the verge of breaking down.
i really really just want to give up and i dno, skip sch or smth -.-
tao bi xian shi.

but i cant cos i'll spend my CNY miserably guilty and double the workload if i do that ):
so
just have to get on with it however shitty it all is
tmr's chem test, and i havent studied redox nor stochio in depth.

friday's bio AND history test,
freaking stressed seeing that it's TWO topics tested for bio.
each with abt more than 80 ppt slides
I HAVENT STARTED.
plus history test is more than 100 pages of info i havent read nor absorbed
and to add on to it my COJ proposal just keeps getting rejected.

thursday night will be an extremely miserable day for me D:
somemore i need to sleep early to repay my incurring sleep debt and so that i dont get a mental block for bio.
been feeling sleepy from 9pm everyday this whole week.
haissss
studying on 158 sucks -.-

plus i lost my ponyo keychain that sweeyee gave me. D:
):
on the verge of breaking down.