im missing 2L again.

"Although I think we spent barely 1 hour talking to each other, I really cherish all of it. I can tell you all the happy and sad stuff, and there are no inhibitions to all the cheeky things we'd share. You were there to hold my hand when I was on the verge of crying again, and 5 minutes later, the mood totally changes. On bus 158, we're acting all drama-mamma and laughing our heads off like nothing else matters. You're one in a million.

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[edit] Y'know, I was feeling pretty dang horrible. I just felt so vulnerable and all I wanted to do was to knock my head and ask my distressed eyes, "why are you so weak?" And at that point, I felt truly alone but I knew I had to be strong and act indifferent to everything.
But a few hours later, I know I've pulled through the storm. Yeh, God was holding my hand everytime I cried out to me. And he provided me with the best friends I could ever wish for. Friends are like rain.
You can't deny that some friends, like rain, bring about floods to parts of the world, at certain points of your life.
But you can't forgo rain just because of floods.
And then, there are the other friends. They are rain after a long dry spell, like water after you've thirsted for so long.
Here's to good friends that stick by your side, 24/7 [/edit]"

this makes me wonder.
that very day, i wanted to go home with someone...
i asked sookwei.
she had np.
i asked tammy, she was going home with chingee.
i called xt/cher, no answer.
i called michelle, she was alr at aljunied stn.

and i suddenly thought of celeste.
don't normally go home with her but still i tried calling anw.
she picked up.
and then had a little chat and took 158 tgt (:

maybe, just maybe,
it's His doing.
maybe that very day, He wanted me to.
after all, what's the chances of asking 5 people and they're all not available?