had guides today.
roll call (:
reminds me of our sec1 times.
i feel old.

like how when we were sec1s...
and then we used to have roll calls right outside the canteen
and how ppl would stare but i'd still feel proud to be a guide and standing there
how we would all sweat like !#$%! under the sweltering sun
and mass change was so frequent.
it's not exactly my fav but i somehow miss it.

year 2s had their 1st roll call today o.o
h1n1 really interrupted a lot of stuff lol.
this year very chiong sia.
im scared history will repeat itself ._.
i dont want the sec3s to enter pltc with doubts and come out with a truckload of regrets -.-
dont think all of them are ready ):

coy 1 43rd eval.
i thought the jie4 hug was really sweet (:
dunno who suggested it but kudos to you :D
lol.
i love whooshes. 8)

patrol corner after that,
we found a cosy corner @ parade sq lol.
then-

yiting: eh wait i need to get my patrol songs papers
me: -whips out folded-up patrol songsheets magically from pocket-
yiting: "O.O" omg you are damn scary!!!
me: also did angel and mortal papers :D

P.S.: " symbolises preeeeetty eyelashes :D

had angel and mortal, yay i got a nice mortal 8)
okay anyway all the patrol ppl are nice so that isn't really a hint o.o
tied patrol flag afterwards and they came up with new patrol songs lol.
jinglebells ._.
sorry im just a little bit sensitive to that song.

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just went blog hopping.
visited a rather old but never-visited-before blog, to someone's recommendation.

"Okay today i felt so zzzzzz ... Sorry but i see no ray of hope not a tiny bit, not at all."

hais.
maybe i shouldn't have visited that blog.
my impression of her is totally CRUSHED now.
it's like how the world reacted to... edison chen?
like how he used to be some star and after his scandal broke out everyone was just uber disgusted with him.
okay im not uber disgusted by her.
merely disgusted. very disgusted but not uber.

i thought she was being nice.
she was actually being such a hypocrite.
the more i read the more hurt i was can -.-
srsly its like someone stabbing you in the heart
not that i was that close to her, but after reading her post...
i know her more ._.
more, in a not-so-nice way.

SERIOUSLY WAS YOUR FIRST IMPRESSION OF US 'NO RAY OF HOPE'?
hypocrite.