i dunno whether i should be happy/emo now o.o
was emoing ytd then got very happy after midnight haha (:
12mid-3am, lol.

okay chronological order then, i guess :/
emoing part first.
felt veryveryvery tired after ytd.
not physically tired but mentally ):
i'd much rather have saikang
im sooo soo tired just thinking about it D:

on a random note,
now to think of it, im losing p.
p standing for something which i used to have for the last 2 and a half years ):
and i think i know what triggered that D:
that thing is affecting me a lot.
i guess i just couldnt take it that ____
and the whole irony of it all just rubs salt in the wound ):
sheesh i know i really shouldnt be throwing such a tantrum but i just cant help it.
-emo-
at least you have a second chance to work harder. i don't.

wanted to suku and just ended up making someone pissed.
sorry.
im sad too.

okay just when im about to T.T i shall hurry up move on to the more happy side of ytd (:
that being the 12am-3am call with cherisseeee chong haha.
this is probably my first late night call and so long somemore o:
你拿走了我的第一次 LOL
yay thanks for cheering me up hehe :)))
and yes even though you use unorthodox means to cheer me up it still does put a smile on my face :)

beeeeeeeeeeeeeeep.
hmmm how many times did you say that two-syllable word in our 2h41min convo?
HAHA.
duck walk ftw (:
quackquack.
cherisse worm.

din get to watch ponyo in peace.
was waiting and waiting and waiting.

i.am.very.pissed.

im using yiting's bday present now :D
rewatching ponyo!
ponyo is super cuteeeeeeeeeee haha

I AM OLDER AND WISER TODAY.
yay ;D

THANK YOU ALL WHO WISHED ME HAPPY BIRTHDAY TODAY!!
ESP. THOSE WHO STAYED UP TO WISH ME RIGHT AFTER MIDNIGHT :)))

thanks for all the presents too :D
LOVE YA ALL!

^^
happyhappyhappy ;D
im finally 15 wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
even though today's lessons sucked (except the learning thai one) thanks to all who spent time with me before sch, after sch and those who bothered to sneak sms during class to wish me :D

spent 1/8 of my birthday with my atc patrol <3

anw eating cakeeeeeeeee soon!
post pics tmr :)))

oh and got a mail from mrs tan so sweeeet <3

wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
got back rest of results today
realised my results really extreme haha
chem A+ (yay) history unexpectedly too (double yay)
and fail maths 2!! (triple yay ._.)
lol i need a math tutor
someone tutor me! :)))

calculated here and there.
think i know my gpa now o:
unexpectedly better than prev 2 years zomg lol
totally din expect it cos sec 3 busier results supposed to drop?
o.o''

oh and,

ONE MORE DAY.

i'm counting smses :D

actually 2 more hours.
been wished by 2 people so far :D

why is life after eoys still so o:
but lol im not complaining about it duh
i rather not have exams or tests every week to stress me out

jie outing last friday :D
hehe this time got more ppl come yay!
last time was 8 now 11.
hopefully it'll increaseeeeee
i want a bigbigbig jie outing <3

sentosa again hehe
2nd time to sentosa siloso beach
2nd time having picnic! (lol)
but oops got allergies after eating chips.
and more chips
hee
cant control my joy after eoys you see :D

CYCLED FOR 1H AND 15MIN.
break my prev record haha.
not that i timed it but ive never cycled so long and so fast and on roads with frequent traffic o:
yay (:
and double yay cos i just started cycling like 2 or 3 months ago :D

dead tired but still went to watch my sister's keeper!
it's a very gooooood show ;D
different ending from the book but it's still nice (:

got a break on sat and on sun went out with pri sch friend
yay life after eoys rock :D :D
watched 3 movies in a row LOL.
but only my sister's keeper was worth the $$ D:
(500) days of summer and julie & julia a bit no plot o.o''
i need an eye break. @.@

and finally ive got around to today LOL.
see how luosuo i am o:
today we got back our papers.
hurray ._.
if i were to use 1 word to describe our subj papers we got back today:
LA: resigned
Ch: devastated
Maths1: happy
bio: happier

LOL.
at first LA the essays came back i very happy one lor.
first time get A for both zomg ;)
(notice its not marked by mr tan)
BUT THEN.
compre pull me down.
sad.
for once compre has let me down ):
guess i just wasnt contented with 32/50
issit being too greedy to ask for a 40/50? :x

ch.
shocked?
got back my paper i was like crap
cos i rly din expect to..
pass chinese paper by 2marks.
seeing how i thought this time's paper wasn't that bad ._.
luckily my zuowen pull me up :x
but still get C for chinese eoys ):
but k la, seeing that there are 21 other people who joined me in getting C for ch eoys in class ^^
it just irritates me that teng da got highest in class for ch ._.

i shall just be contented that i passed math yay (:
pass by 1m is kayyyy
-consoles myself-

heh. bio.
i am very very satisfied with my bio results 8)
was aiming for a 78 but who knew haha.
& I BEAT ERIC!
by half mark.
but still. :)

aft sch was atc brieeeeeefing
p6 super-me! <3
i like my patrol somehow :D

jiayou everyone for tmr :))))
must have faith in yourselves :D

oh and,
2 MORE DAYS.
yay i love countdowns.
don't you? :)

i am bored ):
had class chalet/outing today
reached aranda chalet @ 3 with sook
ended up cooping up in the chalet room and playing with vivian's itouch until 6 o.o''
bbq was epic phail haha
fire took abt 1 hour to even set up LOL

then this obs guy on another bbq pit set up within like 5min
._.

i have 32 things to do this holidayssss
but i feel so lifeless and i just feel like cycling away.
gah.
i want guides back.
i wanna relive being a junior :(

hmmm.
to reply or not to reply?
maybe i should start plucking flower petals to answer than question ._.

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finally, freedom ;)

2009's like a race

at the start chiong like hell
now at the end too tired alr.
not much motivation to run the last mile ):
and yet the last mile is always the most important and determines who wins in the end isn't it?

hopefully i'll be a tortoise. slow and steady. lol.

2009's also flown by so fast zomg D:
and soon poof! it's gonna be next year.
& 2010's gonna be an even bigger race ):
marathon.
or should i say, mugathon.


ytd and today totally wasted ):
wanted to be productive and finish studying math 2 ytd but i havent even opened my math file
and today only did a physics formula sheet
never go in-depth
super chiong mode tmr!
must finish the last dash ))))):

stolen from lectra blog :D
think the picture super cute can!
i miss lectra 8)

www.lectra08.blogspot.com

grargh.
= grr + argh
i hate math.
D:

gosh this my 1st time blogging in 1 month
i feel so unused to typing in this small weird colour box that blogger has again
heh
actually eoys hasnt finished, but since we have 3 whole days why not rest 1 day and mug 2 :D
I DESERVE A BREAKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK
freaking hell mugging every night.
even mug on the way back home and on the way to sch on 158
pretty much shows how despo i was with all the last min mugging and all

sigh
i should focus my jingshen on next year can
more important ):
dno why this year mug like crazy. see no point in mugging, it's just memorising and imprinting pieces and pieces of papers into your mind and chugging them down on paper again.
ugh.
mugging is so boring and it drives me nuts ):
i cant mug for long if not i'll go nuts can!
-short attention span-

mugmugmugmugmug
i have been mugging really hard for eoys zomg!
and LA History Chem Bio Maths 1 Zuowen is over.
that makes it 2/3 of the exams over 8)))))
hopefully my mugging (like crazy) will pay off.
if not... !#$%^!%#*!

LA wasn't bad, macbeth was okay. history was unexpectedly reversed in difficulty with a hard sbq and less hard seq o: chem wasnt that bad in fact (: seeing how mrs ong stressed us saying "I've seen this year's paper. IT'S VERY TOUGH and if yall continue at this standard yall will definitely fail" lol stressed me to bits can. i mugged the most for chem and bio was more diff o.o

bio was hardddddddddd.
and zzz i studied like at least 5 hours for it... focusing on how the vesicles pinch off and whatever crap and how to convert molecular genetics blahblah, in the end only what, 2m question -.- somemore teacher hint super impt zzz
then the cardiac cycle never even come out lor.
wasted 1h learning that ):
but at least got leaves to back up on.
hopefulhopefulhopeful o:

maths 1 was today
crazy sh*t
wth can. just compare it to the prev years paper and see the standard.
ours is like mathematical olympiad standard or smth
freaking hard laaa
100% get low B ._. hopefully doesnt cross the border to C ba

zuowen was surprisingly easy
maybe the maths and chinese teachers were in cahoots
and knew that the maths was freaking hard so the chinese teachers made easier questions for us to anwei us (:
hopefully wont let down my tuition teacher lol
i managed to zham in 5 su yus yay! :D :D :D
thats why i prefer baozhang to narrative lol

kays shall go blog hopping now as part of my relaxing scheme 8))
tata!

jiayou <3